been working real hard academically (hence my absence in virtual world) that i only had 3 hours zzz da past consecutive days
so i vow. today. i MUST take a half day leave from it to let my silky hair down .
sometimes i think i forge on academical stuffs too hard and fast that i tend to pay no less heed to some things that happened/happen/happening around me like,
- how this lurvely city town evolves over the three years. how buildings mushroom in Medan and Parkcity. how this city grows from nothing to something now 😀
- how this particular Homo sapiens doesn’t seem to change after things happened. fark u woman. kiki once said that i have infinite patience when im dealing with living thing. it’s otherwise when it comes to non-living things, i tend to loose my mind easily. for example, when loading is slow, i would keep f5-ing for 76557764325454 times. another example will be, if my mouse moves rightabout from where i wanted he (yup it’s a HE) to, i would just smash it on da table <— something liddis, replace da table with mouse.
- how i took my friends & family for granted that i only knew that Aunty J is ill two weeks later. and i never take da initiative to contact them. tsk im such a lousy friend and family member
- how discontentments & grievances amass in me lately gradually subconsciously.
- how i forget something simple liddis is enough to put a on my face. especially after a loong tiring day.
- how i don’t flash out Joe to snap around that often anymore. da shutterbugism in me is dissipating OH NO… Joe is how i dub my camera, in case u forget.
- how fat accumulates on my barreh over da years. sad to admit this. i have been exercising almost everyday now cos i want my fit barreh back! *flexes nonexistent muscle*
my bliss saturday sail by smoothly that it’s ending in 5 mins, so far, it was an unfruitful one which means i have to get back to 7am-3am routine tomorrow onwards . life is cruel. and since it’s still saturday, i shall take this golden opportunity to zzz before 12! goodnite everybuddy!