Vagueness

she: bee, what are we now?

he : (silence)…donno…(silence)

she thinks that things happen too fast between them. they cuddled when they first met. then smooched on the second day. and they are walking hand in hand on the fifth day. yala, the order wasn’t that right, she knows. she’s glad that things are cooling down these few days, he has thought da same too perhaps, too fast too furious wtf.

what makes the gal ponder, is, why he blurted ‘donno’…

is he thinking that she’s easy? or maybe he just wanna bed her. this is sad case. she shouldn’t pop that question in the 1st place!

is he thinking that she’s just not the one for him? emmm…maybe. she has never thought they will one day be together when they first met. seriously.

maybe he needs more time to sort out his thought? okie, she has given him ample space and time. and hopefully he has already gaodim-ed his emotion or whatever when he meets her soon.

maybe this is actually not a big deal at all, u know the official and unofficial thing. why woman always wanna suffocate guy with this kinda questions one you ask…

actually she doesn’t really mind at all, really. he has already treated her like a girlfriend. he held her tight when they bumped into friend. she has never thought things will happen between them. never ever. one fine morning, cupid played a prank on them out of boredom. and some chemistry did mange to spark in the air. and maybe one day the stupid cupid will soon lose interest in them and sparks will die out just liddat. and why is she still dwelling on this silly question now? as long as he cares for you, treats you like his baby, be by your side when you need him dearly, saves you by performing cpr on your cherry lips when you can hardly breath, smoothes your pain with his magical words, these are already enough, right? right. or maybe he has already thought of putting a full stop to this errr…what word is best describe them? affair? whatever…she has prepared for it, to tell the truth. you find them as confusing? even confusion thought the same too wtf!

too muchy of pondering today. she needs some beauty sleep now. tomorrow is a girly day out with her loupo oh yay! oh just in case you are wondering why is she being so bold in virtual world, cos she thinks he doesn’t read bloggie, so she thinks she can blog however whatever she wants. she thinks la. oh and one more thing, she’s getting bored of the theme again, will change soon. and purleeese don’t say something like good luck and break a leg! love needs effortsss and sacrificesss and caresss and uh lurvesss, not luck. goodnite world.

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